Morale

My morale is pretty low these days…. Having heard from a fortune teller, said that I would lose my job in the coming 1 or 2 months, my morale has dropped to the historical low point, I have been trying really hard to bring it back, but the idea of losing my job is swirling in my head all the time. I do understand if I keep thinking of this, I will definitely lose my job soon as I can’t really concentrate, I can’t focus on my work, it’s horrible.

I tried not to believe in what the fortune teller told me, but somehow, it’s really difficult to get this out of my mind, it’s very distracting and irritating, and it even brings me down. I haven’t experienced that before, am always optimistic and realistic, I don’t believe what those so called “fortune tellers” said, but this time, maybe cos of the economy, I start to have doubt in myself and the future.

Hope this feeling and idea will soon go, I can’t let myself down cos of this stupid and unscientific saying, hope all the bad things will soon go and I can resume my positivity soon.

Busy Busy

Been extremely busy these days, the market is getting more and more competitive and everyone is competing with time, it’s really exhausted, especially when I am still sick since 31 Jan.

No idea what’s going on, just fever and fever, coughing and coughing, I tried to get as much rest as I can but still, not working, think I need to take medicine instead of Chinese herbal tea.

I have just installed QQ (the msn or icq in China), it’s kinda weird as there are so many random people to chat with you, and it kinds of reminding me the age of ICQ. I start realizing there are so many people who don’t need to work and chat and chat, even if you tell them you are busy or tag as BUSY, probably simply they have no idea what busy is.

It’s good that it’s already Thursday, one more day to go and I can have a good rest, been working too hard this week and last week, dreaming I was having interviews or working, disastrous…

Hope things will getting better soon, as can’t really afford living like that, mentally and physically exhausted

Happy Year of Ox

Time flies, can’t believe it’s another year already, a lot of things happened last year, no matter whether they were happy or unhappy, I think the most important is we learnt from the past, not sure if you agree on this or not, but I do.

Last year was a new start in my career, I changed from a fashion PR to a headhunter, it’s such a big chance, even though am still not sure if I have found the right path, I do believe we control fate, not fate control us. It’s my decision to make the change and I will work hard on it and stick with it and make it successfully, no matter how bad the situation is, I do believe there are always chance and opportunity out there.

The global credit crunch may depress a lot of us, but that’s not a dream crunch nor creative crunch, as long as we believe in ourselves, nothing can stop us, as what Barack Obama once said “Yes, We can”, and he became the first black president of USA, isn’t it great?

Ox symbolic hard working, determine and strong. I wish everyone here having a strong and determine will to overcome all the difficulties in life and work hard to strive for the dreams and goals.

Happy Year of Ox!!!