Lying

I have a sudden urge to end this "relationship" asap, I can't really stand for lying everyday. After nearly 30 years, I realise how bad to lie, using a lie to cover another lie, am exhausted.

It's really good to have a nice chat with a fd in prague, kept on reminding me not to lie and how bad it was, and I did take his advise totally. Not to lie!!!

NOT TO LIE!!!