My Statements

I am a PR, but I don't like to speak to stranger when I am sober.

I don't speak to stranger after work as I have already spent half of my life time, bullshitting with strangers. Who's the fuck you are? I don't care. What I care is myself, don't come and complain that I mistreat your friend.

You are not strangers only when you become my friends. But I am picky.

You are not strangers only if you give me good impression and I have had good mood at the moment I met you. So better do a research before you come to see me.

Once I hate you, I hate you, but I won't tell you as I believe what comes around, goes around.

Once I love you, I love you, but I will feel bored, but I won't tell you, as I don't want you to think that I am a bastard.

I believe when it's gone, it's gone. I don't have time to pick up again. History taught us that if that's wrong, stop doing that, if insist to try again, you will fail again. What's the point to be hurt again and again.

When I am determined to cut that off, I mean it, but I won't tell anyone what I have cut off, as I believe the world is round.

Friends of today may not be your friends tomorrow, your enemy may become your friend tomorrow. I care about my friends but that's what I hate as well.

You may not get what you deserve even if you try your best, as the world is never fair. Why we need to queue up while someone can just get in without saying a word.

Sub-standard people or anything sub-standard will ruin yourself badly, they are like poison, but shame that half of the people around you are sub-standard.

Does hope ever come true? I doubt.

Have you dreams ever come true? No for me, I never had a dream come true.

Don't ask me what's my plan in 5 years? I don't even know what will happen tomorrow. Fuck it. If I am still here after 5 years, I will tell you.

I don't talk doesn't mean I am unhappy though 90% of the time I am unhappy if I don't speak, but I will only tell you I am tired.

When I am tired, I will say I am tired.

I don't believe in anything, I only believe in myself, at the end, I need to be alone to sort everything out.

I don't give a shit, I mean it.

The Sea

Haven't sat on the beach, listening to the sound of nature for long time. Last Sunday, finally got the chance, got the time to chill on the beach, chattering with my friends.

Everytime when I look at the sea, all the feelings flux into my head, all happiness, sadness have been washed away, I can only feel the peace inside me, like I have been purified, been rescused from the materialistic and hyprocratic world.

Sometimes, I don't know what I am chasing for? It seems that I am chasing for money and power all the time, my loneliness and emptiness grow inside me, feeling like I have been isolated, I can feel the tension. I feel like I am in a room with loads of people, no one can hear me scream.

Sometimes, I do hope I can be washed away by the sea to a place with no trouble, no politic, no sadness, no worry, no sickness, and where everyone live happily.

Happy Year of Pig

Happy New Year everyone.

Today is the first day of the Year of Pig. I wish everyone a prosperous and fabulous Year of Pig.

Pig in Chinese symbolic wealthy, persperous, and lucky. I hope everyone "live like a PIG", haha...

Ming

Gap

I start to realise that the gap is getting larger and larger, somehow I try really hard to shorten it, there's no way to do that, I try to compromise, but it sorts of making me depressed.

When we getting older and older, especially once we start working, everyone is experiencing very different lifestyle, unless we are all in the same industry, if not, we never know and understand what others like.

Maybe it becomes part of the life, sometimes when I go out with friends, I can feel the tension.

Life

No doubt, life is always unpredictable, you never know when will be the climax, when will be the trough, we can never realise whether we are at the top when we are at the top, we never know how deep we fall when we are falling.

Yes, if there is no sadness, there is no happiness; If there is no disappointment, there is no fulfilment. That's why it's funny, we need to overcome so many uncertainies ahead, there is no way for us to run away or hide, we need to face it and win over it. Sometimes we fall, we fail, we can either choose to stand up and fight again or stay on the ground. Choose to stand up and fight again, we need courage but expect to be defeated again, we need to learn from the past and prepare for the fututre. There is no guarantee that we will win, but at least we try our best. Fight to the Mistress.

We never know what's waiting ahead, there is no way for us to predict the future, but we can equip ourselves to face the challenges ahead.