Negativity

There are always a lot of people around you, trying their best to let you down, to attack you, to accuse you, being so bad that like we have killed their whole family.

I start to realize that there are a lot of people who are expertise in creating chaos, banning your ideas, so and so. Sometimes do feel sad and rather disappointing that there are people like that existing in this world.

But after all these years, I learn to do something to release my negativity on these kinds of stuff, like I will go to "alcoholize" myself, go to shop, go to have a nice meal or doing something good to please myself.

Sometimes, I do realize the one who let you down is yourself, not others, I don't really give a shit on those people anymore, cos anyway, they are those jerks or cunts that will live with their pathetic lives forever. Good for them.

Haha...

Another Party Week

Seem having another party week. Always wanna stop for a while, but just too tempting.

Sound like partying becomes part of my life, not sure whether it's for my work or leisure, maybe both I will say.

Tired about it sometimes, but on the other hand, I quite enjoy partying with friends. Of course, with friends, not with "strangers".

Anyway, I learn to pace myself for not drinking too fast and too much, only if there is no champagne / rose.

I do hope I have more time as I am harry pottering these days as well, trying to read it fast but enjoy it at the same time. And of course, need to spare time for partying as well.

Will keep all of you guys update on my another party week. Surely some of you will go with me.

Good Person

I am a good person always and think I am turning into a even better person these days.

I reduce my drinking seesions, reduce my partying sessions, reduce my brutal behavoir.

Though I still think alcohol can make me happier but I start reducing it in past 3 weeks... trying to have natural high (not yet succeed), but will try.

Wow, I suddenly think I am a better person... haha...

Yes, it's Friday

Yes, finally Friday.

Been waiting for this day for so long, it comes finally. Yes. Holiday tomorrow, can finally take a good good rest. Yes.

Been really busy this week, off work really late, and work really hard all the time.

At the same time, I am a bit upset, I don't know why, just always thinking too much... maybe I have been thinking too much.

Nearly Friday

It's Thursday today, tomorrow is Friday. And one more day to go, yes.

This weekend gonna be another good one. Watching a Canton musical which I want to watch for long long time on Sat . Going to another birthday party on Sat night and hopefully, another movie / beach visit on Sun.

I can't wait Friday to come.

Come on...

Painful Tuesday

Tuesday is always not a good day, but good that only 3 more days to go.

Friday, when will you come? No, I want Friday night.

Tuesday is already better than Monday, at least I don't feel that tired anymore.

But still, I do think I need a good rest on Tuesday.

Monday Syndrome

I am suffered from severe Monday Syndrome, to check if you are suffered from this syndrome, see below

1) Reluctant to wake up on Monday morning
2) Mentally don't wanna go to work
3) Having a shit feeling on Sunday night
4) Low morale on Monday
5) Hoping Friday to come soon
6) Unable to sleep well on Sunday night

I think Monday Syndrome should be classified and categorized as psychological issue and can apply medical leave if suffered from Monday Syndrome.

Wow wow wow

Good day today, basically, good week this week. I have decided to take / move few steps forwards, on my career and my investment.

I am happy with what I have decided, I shall share with you guys once everything is confirmed, though may not come true, but I have a better and clearer pic than before.

Oops... hope eveything will be on track.

Cheers!!!