Having fun in England and France

My friends,

You may have know I am now out of town, I will be back on 29 Sept. More update on my blog soon, stay tuned.

Insomnia

I used to fall asleep easily, but these days, don't know what happened, my brain is not functioning very well, and "insomnia" suddenly becomes my close friend.

I hate the feeling of insomnia, I can feel a lot of tension inside my brain, to be honest, I have nothing to worry about these days, I have a new job waiting for me, a long holiday waiting for me, I don't know what's going on, is there anything wrong with my brain, I don't know.

I have "consulted" one of my doctor friend long time ago, asking him what should we do if we are suffering from insomnia, and the answer was "don't try to force yourself to sleep, wake up and do something else until you feel tired", that's the professional advise, but still doesn't sound a very good method. I only want to sleep, not to wake up to do anything else to make me tired.

Okay, besides the professional advise from my friend, I read another article regarding the human's biological clock. It explains why we progressively feel more tried and tired throughout the week, even though we have the same amount sleeping hour every night. Let say on Monday, we need to sleep at 12 and wake up at 8 in the morning, that's for Day 1. Then in day 2, our "clock" wants us to sleep at 1 and wake up at 9, so 1 hour delay everyday, so on Friday, it's always most tired day even though we sleep from 12 to 8 everyday. But why can we recover from the lack of 1 hour everyday (That's a total of 10 hours missed in a week)? Cos we sleep long on Saturday to "replenish" those hours we missed in the week.

Maybe that's the reason why I am in "insomnia" these days, cos I start to realize my clock system and I am more conscious than before. I don't know. Maybe only. Or maybe I am getting old, I don't need to sleep so much.

My Move

Finally and eventually, I have resigned, now in the count down, 29 days left.

I always think I will be very very happy after resignation, but the thing is, I feel a bit sad about that, I miss the people I work with, I realise I "hate" my team only, anyways, I have done the right thing to fight for my fortune - to make a move.

When I wrote the email telling my boss and colleagues in Italy about my departure, I sobbed, I just can't stop my tears running into my eyes, even though I have never met them before, we work so close that we email each other everyday, supporting each other so much, we are in such a wonderful relationship. Now, it just seemed part of my soul has been taken away. Anyways, 2 years is not a short time.

For Hk, I miss all the people in other departments, they are really caring, just like a family, so harmonious. For my department, I am just speechless, speechless cos I have nothing to say to them, don't really care what they think, I am sure some of them do feel extremely happy about my resignation, anyways, "Only talented people get people jealous", haha, right?

I always encourage people to stay strong, to be strong, don't feel falter, since everything will work out fine eventually, there is always sunshine after rain. So, be strong, and don't let people putting cloud over you.

What's a material world !

The slave of money or the master of money? How can we distinguish and define them? Seem all of us are the slave of money nowadays, there is no master of money in our world. Who can live without money? Who don't need to work for money? How many hours a day you work to gain money? Everything is about MONEY MONEY MONEY, money rules our system, our world, even those so called "paradises" are for the rich, you can only get access into the "paradise" with load of money in your pocket. It does sound really pathetic and sad. Is there any thing we can do to get rid of this "system"? I don't really know...

The "Money System" exists for thousand years, that probably means most people "accept" it, I think only few things in our world are not FULLY ruled by money,

1) Friendship - I always doubt, everyone has a price, if someone give you enough money, I am sure you will defo do something against your friends. Only friends with no interest conflict are truly friends.

2) Health - Alright, seem not fully controlled by money, as even rich people will die one day. But money does help alot, if you don't believe, think of the 3rd world's death rate.

3) Family - Yes, applied to most cases, stick with your family... our best shelter always.

4) Happiness - even if you have a lot of money, you may not be happy, happiness is something so intangible and immeasurable, strange right? Alright, if you wanna say buying alcohol or drugs can make oneself happy, yes, that's the case, but that happiness is very TEMPORARY, that kind of happiness is just to be noticed, the REAL HAPPINESS is to be remembered.

5) Life - OK, rich people always have longer life, no doubt, but once you lay inside the coffin, even money can't wake you up, no matter what.

And so, what do you think? No matter you are millionaire or live under the bridge, do take some time to think about it seriously.

Good News

My dear, just would like to share a piece of good news with you guys. I can finally quit my current job and work for the new one soon...

So excited and overwhelmed when I received their call, I was so happy and just can't stop announcing this great news to all my friends...

Thank you everyone for supporting me so much, being so patience to listen to my complains always...

The new challenge is coming and hope everything will work out fine...