The World of Adult

Sometimes, I do feel pathetic that as time goes by, we start to realise that there are a lot things that are out of our control.

When things are out of control, we start feeling insecure, we never know whether we can handle that anymore. I always remind myself to think positively, but it's always easier to say.

As time goes by, we become more and more complicated, we start to calculate everything around us, to weigh everything that we do, to see as if we can take advantages from it.

To survive in the world of adult is always not easy

Happy Mid-Autumn

Happy Mid-Autumn, wish all of you having a fabulous time.

Mid-Autumn is to celebrate the harmony and union of family, lovers and freinds, hope all of you having great time with them.

3 weeks passed

Still no good news, but will keep looking for him, hope there is a day that someone may spot the poster and phone me and return to me...

Been really exhausted both physically and mentally, really need to take a good rest.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

2 weeks passed

Received some calls regarding the lost parrot, but still no luck.

Tried my best to post more posters on the street and in different estates around where I live.

Got 2 calls from a brute, keeping on asking me h0w much I would pay for the parrot, and then hanged up my phone when I said I need to verify whether that's my parrot.

Still wandering around where I live to look for the parrot every night, nearly every night.

Not sure if I can get him back, but I do hope there is someone with good heart can give him back to me...

One week passed

It's been more than a week which my parrot flew away. Already tried every single way to get it back but in vain.

Posting notices on the street lamps, bus stops and so and so, distributing notice to passer-by, reporting lost to the government officials and so and so, still no news...

I am really tried these days, not sure whether I miss him so much or I have been working too hard, I don't know, but seemI really need to take a break soon.

Cloud above my head all the time...

My Darkest day

Yesterday probably was one of my darkest days, it's like losing one of the family members, my beloved grey parrot has gone.

He's always my very good companion, we talked with each other everyday, we greeted with each other every morning, we played with each other always, and I talked to him always as well, basically, he's defo one of my best friends or even my non genetic brother.

I remember the time we spent together, the happiness we shared, the sadness we shared. I share every thing with him, I treat him as my very very best friend. And now he's gone, I am not sure whether I can find him or not, and I am not dare to think about it.

My tears drop whenever I think of him, my mind is not full of him, I feel really sick, I wanna vomit and my stomach screw, my heart is broken, I am in pieces.

I wish him good luck in every way no matter we will see each other again, I hope he will having good life, taking good care of himself, having fun.

I will always remember the time that we spent together, once I have had, and it's enough, memory long live in my mind and in my bottom of my heart.

I always love you and miss you. You are more than a parrot, you are more than a pet. Lose of you has taken part of my heart away.

I really wish there is chance we can once meet again, see you and all the best.