Looking Foward...

I am looking forward to watching my friends' new film

I am looking forward to harvesting

I am looking forward to seeing her again

I am looking forward to the change...

Importance of Money

I always know that money is important, but never realise that's so important after this Wednesday.

I am greedy, but as if I can find the balance between greediness and money, I will be happy and contented.

I am working hard to achieve what I desire, to fight for what I want.

One and a half year or 2 years most.

Forever

Talking about the word "forever", it's meaningless and non-sense. Is there anything last forever? I remembered when I was about to graduate in P.6, I wrote "Friendship Forever" to everyone on their graduation memorandums, ironically, after I graduated, I have never seen them again.

I once promised one I would love her forever, sarcastically, we split up and no more forever. When I was studying F.6, I got bunch of good friends and I assumed that friendship would last forever, hilariously, we are now friends but never that close again.

What can last forever? We will all die one day, our bodies would be deteriorated, our stories would be forgot, our footsteps would be washed away. Everything about us would be gone eventually. Maybe I can now say 'Everything about us would be gone FOREVER".

I am/won't expect there is anything which can last forever, but I will treasure everything which I have/had. Sometimes, it's good to live in our memories, everything is so perfect, I remember that I have had good time with her, with him, with them. Pictures won't last forever but your memory lives inside us till the day we rest.

I know this sounds a bit sad, but what we can do is to make everyday count, with no regret when we look back.

Making decision

I don't really like to make decision, especially when i know that's not gonna be a good one, or there are still a lot of uncertainties ahead.

Anyway, we need to take risk and overcome all the difficulties by ourselves, advises and opinions are important, but the final decision is on your own hands, take it or not, you've got to decide.

You will never know how high the sycamore grows if you cut it down, we need to have the courage to face the challenges ahead.

Let's see if I have made the right one.

Value of Life

We have been working routinely everyday. We have been drowned with stress all the time, working 10 hours or more than that, we forget the time, we have no time to care what happened around us. Leisure sounds luxurious to us. Sleeping becomes our least priority.

I do always doubt why life turns to be like that? Isn't it supposed to be fun and happy? Why do we need to work like a robot all the time? And what's the value of life?

Detox

In the coming 2 months, I promised myself to drink less, except the following circumstances

1) Free drinks
2) Events
3) Special occasions, e.g. birthday party, etc.

Also, I plan to lose 10kg in the coming 3 months, may not be 10kg, but to get rid of those fat around my waist.

Difficulty

It's always difficult to maintain / keep a relationship, never easy. Not only the relationship between lovers, relationships between relatives, friends are never easy as well.

Surely everyone knows communication is important, but how many people are willing to communicate when problem comes? Most people will prosecute that's the problem of the other party, they never think it maybe their problem or never look at the full picture from both sides. Some people will just say the others have changed and that's the root of the problem. Come on, we change everyday, or maybe you become more stubborn and reluctant to admit that you change as well.

I don't mind people say I change, cos everyone change every single second, it's bullshit to say one never change. But i am frustrated that people are too stubborn to accept the fact that the world change every second. It's naive to prosecute others with nothing proven and base no ground.