Alcohol and Cigarette

Alcohol and cigarette are always perfect match, they are like the catalyst of each other, helping each other to reach their maximum effect.

Kind of enjoying to immerse into the mix.

Way to temporarily escape from
1) Sadness
2) Worry
3) Loneliness
4) Hopeless
5) Tiredness

Not a good way, but an effective way.

YES and NO

When I say no, it means NO, but when I say yes, it doesn't really mean YES.

But make sure you know what I mean when I say NO, NO is NO.

YES is to avoid turn down someone.

I am not used to say NO, but when I say NO, it means NO NO NO and NO.

Friend

It's always hard to say goodbye though it's not an "actual" goodbye. But I still feel a bit "sad" about that, somehow it's really hard to separate from something which been together for a certain period of time.

Anyway, as advised by my best mate, he said "If we are friends, we are friends always, nothing can change", he's right and that's true.

Another best friend once said "Remember your friends are here. Wherever you are"

Yes, you guys are right, friends don't really need to meet always.

Ham Sup Lo

Seem after my mate is back to Hong Kong, my ham sup level has advanced to another level. I am always a decent guy as everyone agree, probably I am the most decent guy among all my friends, being brought up under the influence of the Christ and the Hong Zi's study.

There is an old Chinese saying "You will be more like the kind of people you always hang out with", thing is somehow people around will "inspire" you, can be good, can be bad. Just like my mate is having an extremely good advancement in his spoken Cantonese, think he can speak fluent Cantonese in 2 months. He's one of the most ham sup guys that i have ever met, not to mention on what he's done before, the way he acts and speaks fully show that he's an absolute ham sup lo.

I am happy that he's now in Hong Kong, as he's so "inspiring" in some way. It's a kind of reunion of "hum sup" association. No, I should say, it's the "expand" of the "hum sup" association, Suahn, Cirhs and ...

Hong Kong welcomes you.

Feeling? EQ?

If that's what you can control, I guess that's not called feeling. We can suppress the feeling, but we can't change it or control it. EQ, it sounds "professional", when one is hot temper, he's low in EQ, but what's wrong to express our feeling?

Why do we need to hide our feeling? Cos we don't want to hurt others' feelings, but why do we need to do that? Why people just can't appreciate we show our "true" "feeling" to them. Dignity? Fame? Power? We are all being "deteriorated" by our everyday life every second, there is no way to stop.

Are all of us under "evolution" everyday? Maybe yes, maybe no. Seem we are being "brainwash" everyday by our work, by the media. People nowadays seem to be molded into a specific type of person, with no character. How pathetic it is.

We are humans, cos we have feeling and have the courage to show and express it, if we lose it, we are of no different with the animal.