My worry

I don't feel really comfortable these days, either physically or mentally. Something winding inside my head all the time, i have been thinking the way out. And I have been coughing all the time, my throat is burning.

Regarding the mental issue, there are 2 options.

Option 1: End it

Option 2: Tolerate

I can't end it cos there's no way to end it. I can't tolerate that as well, as it simply drive me crazy.