My decision

After thinking for several days, I decide to split up with my girlfriend, I realise that I don't love her anymore, no more sparkle between us, no happiness, it's becoming to a stage that I start to hate her so much, I don't even wanna talk with her, listen to her voice, don't even wanna think of her.

Maybe I am just not good enough or she's not as good as the ex, I don't know, seem everything is just not compatible, we don't really understand each other, we never have time to understand each other, maybe it's just a mistake to start our relationship. Maybe I was just too desperated to break up with my ex, so I chose her to be my new girlfriend.

No common interest, no common goal, nothing in common, we are just so different, I go my own way and so does she, we never sit down to have a good talk, we never show our feeling to each other. Maybe both of us are just too demanding, yes, demanding, so demanding that we can't tolerate each other anymore. We started to fight with each other everyday, shouting to each each, trying to get rid of each other. I don't know, maybe both of us truly believe that we still have a lot of chances, we don't need to attach to each other, to rely on each other at this stage.

No more trust, no more respect. I am heart broken, no more feeling. I don't wanna fight, I don't wanna talk, even though she knew that I wanna split up and I promised I won't leave her, I decide to split up with her soon. I don't know.

We did have some very good time with each other, I don't wanna split up but I must, I am selfish, I am not a good guy, I know that, but... who knows what will happen.

I am OK, perfectly fine, so calm and peaceful, no consultation is needed, haha. Once I made up my mind, I know my next step. No regret.