Sinking

My heart is still sinking, think I defo need to find the way out asap, am going to seek for professional advise on how to work that out, by the way, not talking about mentally, but my career, I can feel the urge to start it right away, right now, without delay, but on the other hand, I need to plan it well to avid any potential failure, I need to ensure everything is fine and secure before I get started...

The new start will be another challenge, so am in kind of dilemma at the moment, whether to go for it or not, I really need to calm down and think thoroughly about it, it is important, very important, maybe it's a turning point in my life....

Sounds serious but what am thinking is if I have never tired, you will never know whether it will work out or not, so I do think I will try, depends on the timing only....

Aiya.....