Scary

As time flies, something inside yourself will change without noticing it, but when you were told about the change, you may find it scary.

Sometimes, I do find I am lost, when I look at how my friends look at me, I have a strange feeling, and I start to think what's going on? I don't mean the way friends looking at me, but I have have eye contact with them, I have a weird feeling inside.

I don't know what's going on, I start to realise something inside me is changing. Something I don't want to happen is happening, why is that? Think I really need to have a break and back to reality to re-discover myself again.