Up and Down

It's such an up and down day, it's down first, then up. It's good.

I haven't been to that nervous for long long time, cold sweat, stomache, all the symptoms of tension came out at once, I couldn't breath, I couldn't sit, I couldn't concentrate and focus for the whole afternoon. I knew it's an important day to me, and it's an important day to me indeed.

After that critical moment, I am now relieved and happy, joyful. I see the dawn. I see the first glimpse of light coming out from the darkness. Oh my God, I am so happy and radiant now... wow

Gonna have a big weekend this week.